Confessions of a Former Cheater

Recently, I found myself wanting to cheat on my current S.O. I was at camp, away from home and my S.O. and I nearly fell back into my old ways. There was this guy at camp, not nearly at cute as my guy, but I wanted to kiss him and even thought about leaving my S.O. so I could be single again. Can you believe it?!?!?!? Yea, all this at church camp! Are thoughts like these normal?

"Once a cheater, always a cheater", is that always the case? As I've mentioned before, cheating on my old S.O.'s WAS my favorite past-time. It's not like I was a man-eater or anything. Taking a page from a "man's book", I simply grew tired of my former dudes and searched for a way out.

Well, to be completely honest, I think I grew tired of all the hand holding, private kissing, movie watching, romancy-type things. Don't get me wrong, I LOVE kissing boys I just wanted to kiss more than one. : )

My tiredness would creep up right at 3 months of dating. That's when my eye started wandering. Hey, in my defense, I always told the guys about my cheating ways prior to getting exclusive with them. After 3 months, I'd cheat, tell my S.O. the truth about it and let him decide whether or not he wanted to stay with me. Most of the time, the guys stayed with me. Then by the 8 month of dating, I'd finally end it with them; the cheatng slowly became too much. That's been my routine for the last 13 years of my life ... until now.

My current S.O. has capture and secured my attention for a good year and a half. Though I've been tempted, I haven't cheated. Why you ask? Couple reasons: 1. I'm a God fearing woman now 2. My S.O. does too much for me to cheat on him

Anytime I think about kissing another boy or wanting to leave my S.O. I think about all the great things he does for me, the unconditional love he shows me and how damn good lookin he is.

I'm 28 years old and I'm in love - first time ever. I've never felt like this before - leaving this man would devastate me and I'd be hard pressed to find something or someone else who makes me feel this way.

Like tonight, our laptop completely crapped out on us. This laptop holds everything for our business, Surprise! You're Engaged. We broke out our back up laptop - but couldn't find the battery for it. What does he do? Jumps up off the couch, heads to the nearest radio shack buys a whole new battery pack and brings home dinner. "I knew you needed a laptop for work and I didn't want to see you disappointed," was all he said when he got home.

Who would cheat on this man?

That's your RoMANtic Redemption for this week, until next time ...